It’s been months for not exercising. Now it’s time to restart and it was hard… I think the hardest thing when you wanna start doing something is when you start. Anyway I came across that moment and now I will try to stick with it. I listen to the radio and they say that if you wanna do something in routine, you have to stick with it continuously for at least 4 times. Today is second time and it’s going well. Hope I still have enough energy for the rest of the week.
I feel like my new life is getting close to start and I feel good about it. Though I know I lost some good things but something better is await for me. And I have faith in that. We can’t have it all in the real world. And life is short. I’d better start doing something I feel happy. This has been the most difficult decision in my life … it’s not easy but I will go for what I believe .. what I feel. Alright I think I’m tired now and ready to hit the hay. Hope the weather is good tomorrow so I can run again 
Hey Honeybun,
I know that what you are about to do is a very difficult thing. Everything in life that is a challenge is always hard. Your about to make a move that will change your life forever. It will be hard, but one thing you can count on is that there is a man that will love you and support you. Our future will be difficult at times,but our love will keep us strong. I’m not sure what life would be like without taking chances. You are the only person that I can see myself with for eternity. Your my everything,trust me I will do what ever it takes for us to be together. Your man Scott